oh well.i shldnt be online now.i desperately need to study.but i dun wanna study!!:( i have no inspiration to study.i need inspiration!!and the nice poster that shiyou gave me yesterday when i was peering through teenage isnt enough.they look too happy inside.im sad:((



i was nice today:)) i havent cursed.and i dun plan to.i didnt even say the word shit today. tts a change:) gahh. oh.and sangiee..im not pissed at her lah.i forgot about it already. lalala.



went to skl.i didnt wanna go to skl.i was hoping i'd wake up in the middle of the night again like exactly 7days ago and then i'll get diarrhea again.i have tuition in 2hrs.and i havent gotten any chinese or science into my head. it's pathetic. i wanna get above 75% for chinese.and i wanna get 25/30 for science.and it's impossible:( I WANNA CRY!!!!!!!!! i need a hot guy's face staring at me.otherwise i have no inspiration!!!even a poster is good?:D urgh.and my mom just called.and she sounded so scary:X from her tone she sounded as if i shld get full marks!? :/



and math is sucky.i dread dread dread the day we get back mathpaper.it's horrid! i noe i didnt do that well.unless there was a miracle.and somehow all the crap i wrote worked.argh.im pitying myself again.wat shit is this



oh.had english.didnt do much.just read the scary asian geographic.the pictures are scary.:/ except for the marinereserve thing.



lit after that.not fun not fun. i still prefer romeo and juliet.it's still so sweet to me.though the storyline is lame. -.-



gahh.science next.had pbl presentation.we are presenting tmr?which is yuck YUCK YUCK. i noe the speech thingy that i wrote was total crap.i just rewrote wat was typed on the ppt.i just changed the phrasing? AIYAH.i dunno lah.



recess was next. tmr the only reason im going to skl is coz of recess.and freeperiod. not the tests!!:(( im still wasting time now.haix.



then had math.apparently im soft-spoken.i still find it amusing.im soft spoken. hahas.farniee.we learnt the sine and cosine and tangent and dunno wat lah.i cant rmb.



had music after that.went comlab coz i didnt feel like singing today.anw.it wasnt thattt fun.me and weitsin shared the computer and we didnt even understand the thingy.hahas.how farniee.then we were looking at the humphrey and conny thing when mstsien suddenly came.hahas.then she was like wat happened.lala



then skl ended.saw ahmax and jamie while sitting with buttybutt. and i think i injured jamie's arm. sorry!!if anything happens it's not my fault right?i gave u wedges?:D stood at the bus stop for such a long time. and the bus was hot and crowded.so stuffy.cant stand all the _____ girls.cant they sound abit more normal when they talk? and there was this girl who kept on acting cute just coz her boyfriend was next to her.i was thinking yuckk.then the bus suddenly jerked and she clinged on to her boyfriend like shit. o.o some people arhx.



anw.i dun seem to be in the mood for shoutouts anymore.yup.bye



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